Blissfully Exhausted

​Blissfully Exhausted...
Been here before.

Shared this before.
And it feels different this time.

Many of you have been following my latest book journey of publishing Talking to the Trees.
#talkingtothetrees

Many of you have been following my celibacy journey for the last 7 months when I shared the Intimacy Series on the Hearts Unleashed Podcast.

Many of you have been paying attention to and inspired by my sobriety journey for the last 3 months.

What I haven't shared so much is my spiritual journey the last year and a half.

It's been hard to articulate in a clear, concise way.

You have seen a lot of evidence of the transformation on display in my work, writing, and being, but I haven't linked them all with how they are strung together by the realization of my sovereignty.

Actualizing my inherent grace led me through a journey of complete surrender to a process so much bigger than my being and has granted me access to unlimited abundance.

Respecting myself as a divine feminine being has empowered me to actually show up as one.

My desires have shifted.
Many cravings have diminished.
Many attachments have been released.
(It is a daily practice and I chose it daily.)

I have stayed somewhat silent about this process to honor each individuals relationship with a higher power.

I have tiptoed around my terminology to keep relating to as many as possible and I would like to speak more clearly as time goes on.

Recently, I did a podcast interview with
Heath Cummings
on Live This Life Podcast and it was the most spiritually expressed I have ever been.

I love this interview and I encourage you to check it out (wherever you tune into your pods).

That said:
-The new book comes out on Friday.
-Business is booming.
-I am 6 months celibate.
-I am 3 months sober.
-I am so proud of myself.
-I blindly optimistic about my future.

-And I am tired.

I am tired because I have been WIDE AWAKE for (specifically) the last three months. I have been feeling all my feelings without numbing out in anyway.

Lately, this spiritual journey has been like having a physical operation with no anesthesia.

I can sense my heart, mind, body, and soul being worked on and I am tired.
AND I am grateful!!!!!!

I have been climbing to new heights I did not have access to with my head stuck in the clouds.

I have been climbing for months and it is time to set up camp for a while.

After the book launch of Talking to the Trees (search and preorder it on Amazon already) on Friday, I am taking a week off!

I have been pouring my heart out and I recognize the next right step is to fill this cup.

I. Feel. So. Blessed. And. Grateful. To have done the emotional intelligence work to know when it is time to rest and restore WITHOUT driving myself into the ground to the point of complete breakdown.

This is a learned skill y'all.
And you can learn it too.

In honor of my spiritual journey I will share my favorite lesson:
You are loved, protected, guided, cared for, and provided for.

You are not alone and you are not doing it alone so:
Rest when your tired.
Eat when your hungry.
Drink when your thirsty.
Pray when your scared.
Rest when your tired.
Cry when your sad.
Laugh when your happy.
Give when you've got/don't when you don't.
Rest when you're tired.
Love how you want.
Be who you are.
Shine as you are.
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Love each of you.
Thank you for being on this journey with me.