I Am Living A Life I Love

I am human. There are days when I get scared of my success. Sometimes, my inner critic nags at me about what tomorrow looks like. She can spin me around fast enough to have me in a tizzy about how the next week, month, and year may turn out.
My survival instincts steal my ability to be present and appreciate the joy of the journey. I catch myself prepping and planning my mind right out of the present.
Some days it requires just sitting in nothingness under a palm tree at the beach and saying out loud 'I AM DOING IT!' I need to intentionally remind myself that I am living a life I love now, not tomorrow.
My ego needs to know about tomorrow. 
My ego wants to protect her image. 
My ego gets scared and insecure.
But I, Abigail, love adventure! 
I am less concerned about my image.
I am practicing letting go on my desire for validation and approval. 
I am learning to trust and surrender to the process of progress over perfection.
I have learned to love the excitment of not knowing and the flexibility of possibility.
There are many days that I need to remind myself manually as opposed to relying on my automated system. 
Today is one of those days. 
I AM doing it. 
I AM living a life I love. 
I pray you are too.

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