In Flow...Slow and Low Flow

Pictured: How delicate I been feelin' these days.

Mercury Retrograde been showing me my shadow.

The Moon is moving the water in my body; pulling me to and fro.

Unspoken words have been causing a sharp pain behind my left eye.

I am on the low energy end of my menstrual cycle.

I have been allowing myself to sleep.

I have cancelled some plans.

I have had some uncomfortable conversations.

I have been dancing naked in the mirror.

I have been meeting my needs and (practicing) being really reeeeally kind to myself this week.

Exploring my deepest caverns has revealed fears and insecurities that I have never met.

This month, I have been standing face to face with them on a regular basis.

Since my awakening, I accept that these triggers come up so they can come out.

The pain in my throat cues me to speak my truths, even when my voice shakes.

It's raw af.

It's tiresome.

It's a lot and it's worth it.

I walk through the dark nights of the soul because I know that a new day always dawns.

A new me is walking through the fire to singe any remnants that do not get to come to the next leg of the journey.

Different phases of our journey come at a crawl, walk, jog, or sprint.

As for now, I am perfectly okay being curled up under the covers in the fetal position while my energetic body catches up with my physical body.
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Until then, good night.