 I took my belly ring out.
Sure, not a major life event happening over here but let me tell ya.... It's got me feelin' all sorts of brand new. To be REALLY REAL, I pierced my already beautiful belly button for a boy back in college and simply never took it out. I adapted to thinking that I personally liked it till now. I made it through high school without the fad making it's way under my shirt but my morphing for men habit escalated quickly in college. Homesick, out of sorts, and trying to adapt changed me. It took me away from me. My people pleasing tendencies exploded in college. I tried too much. I worked too much. I ran too much. I drank too much. I studied too much. I volunteered too much. I partied too much. I agreed to too much. I did too much and the habit only continued... Too much of ANYTHING is too much. Too much took me too far away from me and I did not realize how much my belly ring represented this too muchness. It represented the morphing for men pattern. It revealed the morphing for approval pattern. I have been feeling to take it out for a month or so and I didn't know why. It took 10 years of wearing this bejeweled piece of metal to realize it was a link in a long chain of self afflicted struggle. It is only two weeks AFTER taking it out that all of these thoughts and feelings are becoming clear to me and I feel CLEAR! I am clear that the woman I am becoming doesn't morph for men, majesties, or mountainous circumstances. I am clear that the woman I am becoming doesn't need, want, or wear a belly ring. She is bold. She is brave. She....I am brilliant. I am beautiful. I am bliss. I am boundless. I am belly ringless. ❤ If you are ready to get back to the you that you know and love, it is time you check out my Time To Shine program. In 12 weeks together, we go through 4 modules Discover➡️ Own➡️Release➡️ Accept & Choose. This is about you owning, loving, and sharing the you that you know yourself to be. The rest of your life unfolds from your self assuredness. Take your 'belly ring' out. http://www.abigailgazda.com/time-to-shine.html http://www.abigailgazda.com/work-with-me.html
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